Saturday, November 21, 2015


Assalamualaikum, well i dont know where to start, sorry because this entry has been drafted for few days. I know this is weird but I am so obsess with this class of 2k15, i stg y'all rock!!!! (excuse the over-insert of exclamation marks) I couldnt describe the feelings now bcs its all mixing up. Well thank u for this amaaazing year of 2k15, yguys are the best bunch of classmates ever since I got into this school. I really wanna describe each of you but I js can’t put all in words huhuh (can u see the love flies in the air, lol) Thank you for the laughters and all, the sarcasms which are very off the chart even most of em are quite offensive but yea it tightens our ukhuwah tho. You know how it feels right when u need to let go of something big in life(ceh) 😜 & someday i believe that we’ll be reunited once again. It could just be for a few years hahah perhaps not forever, lol. I do believe that good things always come to an end but better things always follow afterwards. Dont ever forget that the only constant thing in life is change, He knows what is best for us and obviously He wouldnt give us a challenge we couldnt handle. Keep a constant reminder in yourself; that whenever you’re down, dont ever give up and bring urself up. I actually gained pile of lessons throughout this year(no doubt) from different people who came out with diff opinions. Anything that doesnt work out is also a lesson. Appreciate every second u have now bcs we cant turn back time, the time machine doesnt really exist ((idk how on earth it looks like)) & one more thing, stop looking back, ‘let go and let god’. All the best for 2k16!💕 Allah knows best! 

Sunday, June 7, 2015


Assalamualaikum and hi everyone,well i choose to stop writing for a while & life getting good so far alhamdulillah even there were few bad things I went throughout few weeks back. It is 2k15, I'm literally busy with my studies of course struggling my very best at this point for the sake of getting good result. Where should i start? hm haa this is my 4th year there in hostel, meaning that I still have another 1 wonderful year to survive. Survive sounds I'm in rebellion hahah yea kind of. My fav year was absolutely 2014 and of course NOT onward. Well, I kindly love this 2015 too but not as much as last year, I do miss everything, I feel so tired of going through this 2015-drama so-called. Just tired of facing those few monkeys every single day. The topic hasnt start yet anyway! x) I wanna talk about friend. Yep, kawan. I have few good friends yang we've been together since primary, even from high school for these past 3 years. They are literally naisssss and greaatt and even can just accept me as who I am(walaupun perangai tak guna sket but that's ok) Thank u gaissss for everythang ha ha especially my lavley qurls, hekhek btw there are few niggas haa jk jk, they asked on askfm, my opinion on "what is good friend all about?" etc. bla bla all about friends. Haha I am so glad to write about this even i know i'm not a good adviser lol, i will try my best to write my very own opinion based on experiences gained. Good friend(s) indicate the closest person after your parents and family. I mean, another person you will rely on when there's no one left. Good friend? Here u go;

1. Never reject your appearance or status
They dont even freaking care how the hell u look, even u r hideous or whatsoever but they will still accept u no matter what, this shows, they are still with u till this seconds because of your real mengada-ness and perangai not your beautiful appearance or opposite. Nevertheless, rich and $$ wont be any matter for them, no $ no problem well because Ive met a few people bfore,they made status as a measurement of friendship. This kind of bastards shouldnt exist anyway~ ((dont forget one thing, friend with anyone just for the sake of Allah, that is the most important point))

2.Remind you of a thing that might be wrong even it will hurt u
Sometimes, they WANT TO say it tapi takut terasa, but in the end, benda tu akan keluar jugak. Biasa lah, I dont think everyone suka kena tegur, directly apatah lagi but if s/he tegur for your good, its ok to accept and listen. It isnt a big deal as a friend, tipu la kalau takde gaduh kejap, they remind u because they want everything goes right. I even went through this situations few times, but then, the only thing u need to do is, lower your ego. That would be fine and make the circumstances go well ;-)

3.Whatever theirs, it is yours too
Whenever u need something or anything, they will be there for you. They will give theirs to you if it is the only option left. It is ok to share sometimes(howework to be exact)haha but basically kalau dah rapat sangat tu ambik je without asking, they wont mind x)

They will be as honest as they can, No cheating hahahah sounds like u are in a relationship but yea this is the truth, they wont hide anything from u(except when they r planning to do prank on ur birthday LOL) Their secret, it is yours too. Hahah but this one is not one of the honesty policy for me because secret is still a secret,need to keep and not revealing it.

5.Keep in touch till the end
Even if s/he has gone, I mean, s/he will be moved to another place, do keep in touch. No matter what, ukkhuwah will never end. Unless if we choose to do so? Especially when s/he is one in a million, hard to find in this ever-changing world hahah. It is the greatest pleasure if u choose to continue this beautiful friendship. You will surely miss the old times when they arent around anymore(well that's what happening now) x)

p/s: opinions are just opinions, dont judge ha ha adios! write later. xx

Tuesday, March 17, 2015

life has been a mess?

Assalamualaikum and yea i've been missing quite some times but hey hello people heheheh idk how to start um life is getting tougher, i had a pretty busy week which for some reasons made me sad? lulz I dont know why I've got this feeling but this weird feeling apparently popped out. This kind of bad feeling that i can never avoid, but thanks for my girls they made me felt better throughout everything I did this week, it was the toughest cause few of my fav people werent at school,away for few programmes but thank god i survived haha, 2015 is being pretty rough since we all got new batchmates, they are kind? um literally kind!! lol my point of writing this piece of sheytz is hmm i just wanna keep my fingers dancing haha, what else eh hm oh yea uk1 was pretty bad for me haaa idk why but upper form took me to a whole new level & now tons of hw are piling on me, YAY or NAY. Adios, will write soon! x  

Sunday, January 4, 2015


Assalamualaikum and hi silent readers, yea another 8 days till school re-open hah js realized how unproductive i was during this school hols. Nothing much, i just feel like writing. Just so u know,i'm turning 16 soon, umm ((may 9)) woohoo but umm didnt i just finish upsr like a few months ago?? zzz tick tocking time runs, and yes next year dah spm lol the only thing i hv to worry abt 2k15 is my studies, obviously i need to work my ass off for the sake of getting good result, i dont wanna disappoint anyone just like i did on my pity-three result, it really screwed me up,literally all form 3 students? no doubt

The saddest part in 2k15 fav batchmates are leaving & yes we are so damn close,we've been doing everything together since we're stuck in boarding school for so many years, i cant imagine how the hell could i survive throughout this year without people who always there for me whenever i need them, who always care about me, lepak and gossip until midnight with me, canteen on weekends or even time riadah, staying up together during exam week dekat bilik prep(tapi result sama je hahah) and now 2015 wont be the same :(

It is hard for me to say this, but my very first thought when I met em (time form 1) honestly, i felt like going to sekolah biasa je, they are so so not hahahah idk i just hate them(boys jangan cakap ah level 99 terus) annoying to the max & they keep pissing me off i tell ya,sampai tahap they even fight with girls for having seats under the classroom fan,ridiculous gila hahah

Tapi tah cane la alhamdulillah i still can survive until now,hahah but after these 3 years, ya Allah i can never describe how lucky i am of having them as batchmates (((sometimes))) even kadang-kadang menganjing gak especially guys hahah sorry but y'all are still the best. 2014 taught me a lot about friendship,hold on to the true friends because people do come and go & pls appreciate every little things or you'll end up regret everything

overall 2014 was pretty rough but i kinda like it.

Well, i just hope that 2015 wont be that hurtful cause I had so much fun last year, our first year of prom night,first year of pt3,first year of semua benda lah hahah it was definitely great, i didnt expect such thing from this kind of sch, thank u so much 1216, may our friendship lasts forever & let's rock 2015! lol thank u for reading, i'll write soon, adios! xx

Saturday, January 3, 2015


hey its been years since i last blogged hahah i promised u last time to keep updating, sorry well i just think that i should restart everything yea i actually hv few blogs before this but never really work em out,just so u know i dont have great things to talk about but but but i think it is fun to write feelings or even experiences here because u can put all in words even i keep on writing crap sheytz hahah but who cares & this is one of my new year's resolution haaa ok no jk bye I'll write very soon, wait for my updates ((kalini betul)) ((i'm so serious)) HAHAH BYE PEOPLE xx